Eating Peace: Three to Seven…the one scale you need for eating freedom

You’ve probably heard of numbers, scales, measurements and weights when it comes to solutions for eating.

I had so many numbers in my head around eating, my body and food, it was totally overwhelming….and infuriating.

Ugh.

Who wanted another number that I had to pay attention to, and feel like a failure if I didn’t? Why couldn’t I find the natural ease I knew was my birthright, when it came to eating?

Well, here is my one scale that I loved learning about (the first version I ever encountered was from Geneen Roth, thank you for your inspiration, Geneen).

Yes, this scale has numbers in it. But it’s OK. It’s supportive, expansive, based on what reality truly is. It gave my mind something to do. My mind rather appreciates numbers and measuring things.

You can use this scale, this step, to slow down and consider, as you eat.

I also give you two easy thoughts of encouragement, to help you use the scale in a way that works for you.

Much love,

Grace

Eating Peace: HOW to talk to Mean Voice (inner eater)

In the latest Eating Peace notes and videos, I’ve been suggesting you talk to the parts of yourself that want to overeat, graze eat, obsess about being perfect with food, or see your body as ugly.

Those voices are rough, I know.

They feel rude, nasty, frightening and like the kind of guests you’d call the police on.

But I got quite a few questions about HOW to talk to them. I mean….they’re pretty freaky, right?

With eating, people can get particularly mean to themselves.

Ugh.

“You’ll never amount to anything. Look at you, stuffing your face again. Have you no pride, or willpower? You’ll never be thin. You’ll never get this handled. You’ll never get past this. What’s wrong with you? You ate that….again?!”

When this kind of aggression is directed towards yourself on the inside, it doesn’t exactly feel easy to do positive affirmations, look on the bright side, or turn your mean thoughts off (as if you had any great personal control over them).

Step One, (you may have noticed from other posts I’ve written), is to allow that voice to stay in the room.

Let it be there. Don’t fight it. You’ll never win!

Step Two, ask the voice a few very powerful, very pointed questions.

Watch here to see how I’ve worked with The Voice. If you do these exercises, let me know how it goes!

HOW to talk to the crazy voice that wants to eat (when you are not hungry)
HOW to talk to the crazy voice that wants to eat (when you are not hungry)

“Ending addictions has nothing to do with getting rid of cravings. It’s about seeing cravings for what they are and deeply allowing the to be there. Yes, in the end, this freedom is even there in not getting what you want. This realization challenges all conventional wisdom, goes against much of our conditioning, and isn’t taught in any positive-thinking or self-help books….When you discover who you really are, you’re free whether you get what you want or not.” ~ Jeff Foster in The Deepest Acceptance

On April 15-17 I’ll be traveling to Newark, California to offer my three day Eating Peace Retreat. People who take this program report finding deep awareness and freedom from compulsion through truly communicating with themselves, including their inner eater. I’m here to help you do that. Join me (we’re in a private home, still a few spaces left).  Click HERE to read more, and register.

Big love,

Grace

Eating Peace: When You’re Craving and Nervous About Darkness, Do This

I am sooooooo happy to be back home after traveling for three weeks.

I missed sharing with you all and creating videos, but today I was inspired to consider “home”.

The feeling of being home used to be completely foreign to me when it came to food and eating.

You might have felt this, too.

But there’s a way to pause (and it may require less effort than you ever thought) and picture what’s light about the moment, rather than dark, scary or sad.

Watch here to see what I mean, and leave a comment to let me know what you think.

Lots of peace,

Grace

P.S. Eating Peace is coming! A three day immersion in freedom from eating wars. October 9-11, 2015 north Seattle or November 13-15 near San Francisco. We begin Friday morning at 9:00 am. $347. Register HERE. If you need accommodation, there are 3 bedrooms in our retreat lodge.

 

Welcome Internal Darkness to Get Lighter

An author and psychologist I admire who has worked with people recovering from addiction for 30 years, Frederick Woolverton, describes any addictive process as an attempt to avoid internal darkness.
I remember Adyashanti saying at a retreat that we’re all addicted to our thinking, we are all Addicts.
We’re all addicted to distracting ourselves, forgetting about ourselves for awhile. To getting away from that pesky dark emptiness we notice.
Yesterday, in the very first Eating Peace session I mentioned a quote by Pema Chodron.
She wrote “never underestimate the urge to bolt.”
 

OH DEAR.

Wait. Does this mean I have to go towards the darkness? Like, NOT avoid it?

But.

Darkness is scary.

The thing is, it’s actually a lot of work to run from darkness. More work, maybe, than you really know.

Like trying to run from your own shadow on a bright hot summer day out on the pavement…that shadow sticks with you for your every move.

Who would you be without the belief that you need to avoid your dark inner fears, traumas, grief, pain, suffering, sadness, rage?

They might just begin to well up in a deep cathartic and expressive gush….

….rolling right through you.

The good news is that just a drop of Willingness to be aware of what is happening inside of you, of being open to it instead of afraid of it, puts you on the path towards ending the annoying cycle of glimpsing darkness and trying to run away from it.

“Every addiction arises from an unconscious refusal to face and move through your own pain…you are using something or somebody to cover up your pain.”~ Eckhart Tolle

It can feel really difficult at first, when the addictive process you’re in doesn’t actually work anymore. When you stop using the substance or pattern, you may feel panicky or raw, or super-hyper sensitive.

Your pain may now be sitting there totally exposed and vulnerable, out in the open.

Other people also might see you looking like you’re having a feeling! A dark one!

But then….without THAT thought that something inside is worthy of running away from, is frightening enough to bolt from, is dangerous enough to avoid….

….truly wow.

It boils inside, it feels like it hurts, but I am nevertheless safe. I am riding this wave of pain or reaction.

It has somewhere to go, and I’m just here along for the ride.

“People who do The Work stop fearing pain. They relax into it. They watch it come and go, and they see that it always comes and goes at the perfect moment.” ~ Byron Katie

I turn the thought around: I don’t need to avoid my fears, worries, dark thoughts, rage, grief, sadness. I need to let them be here, as they are. I need to invite them in, to stay. I need to explore them, talk with them, love them. 

I need to stay, not bolt.

That’s the only way anything ever got lighter for me.

Much love, Grace